[She nods, obviously relieved Emilia wanted to be cautious as well.]

Very well. I will draw up a list of items I will need that I can't get myself.

Before we part though, I would like you to know I... I understand. [A small hesitation, as if she's debating finishing her thought.]

Always wishing someone back, and being stuck with the heartache that they will not. But keep in mind, [she swallows, feeling a small lump,] there is no cure for the feeling of succeeding where it was once thought impossible and yet nothing being like what you hoped. I sincerely wish that all goes well for you and will do everything I can to help.