I guess it would be strange trying to tell all of this to a very tall blue lady who would want to baby you, even if she lost people too.

[He doesn't know if he could have done it, but then his mind drifts back to Packie's mom. He wonders whatever happened to her- she didn't have any children left to help care for her. She was all alone in her house. Maybe Packie left because she gave up, too.]

[He holds up his glass, then.]

To a good messed up friend?