[In truth she loves her home very much and the people there. Her entire race is there, her culture , her people. And if she dies her soul will go there. Though she speaks about never returning, she knows she will return one day, perhaps sooner than later. At the moment she speaks with the braggadocio of the young.]

There is that, yes. At least I know my king has other guards able to take my place so I do not worry overmuch... yet. As my coming here is only the most recent in my latest transgressions, I have hope that he will not hold it against me too much.